Medical - is too much; let me sum up

[agoodwinsmith]

So, for sure I have pulmonary hypertension in the right ventricle. I occasionally have heart failure (insufficient pumping). Water retension happens for these things. I have a nodule in my right lung (I get a CT scan tomorrow to see what it is doing). I am just in the zone for thrombocytopenia (which means that I don't make quite enough platelets in my blood). And the ongoing meds for the afib that was treated by cardioversion continue to keep my heart steady (mostly).

I have a CT scan follow up for the nodule tomorrow.

Next week I get the follow-up for the sleep study, and will probably start using a CPAP. I have been promised this will cure everything, including scrofula.[1]

This is not even thinking about the eyeball nor the knees. I have lost the plot on a number of everyday ongoing issues. Still taking antidepressants, for instance. Still think I should because the benchmark "do you have anything to look forward to" is still no.

I'm really glad I have the girls.


[1] which having looked it up now, I am really glad I don't have - ew